When the Spirit of the Living God took up residence inside you, you lost the right to claim “I’m only human”
I do not know how to exactly tell you this. Or how to even approach you. Usually when I see you or get the chance to talk to you, it is around a lot of people and/or you’re always busy and don’t really have the time.
It is honestly so amazing how God works. I have no idea how to explain what I feel without sounding weird. Maybe, I’m just imaging things or maybe I’m just stupid or maybe…idk.
So, I saw this older gentleman that for whatever reason intrigued me. The dude’s probably around my dad’s age. So, I saw him on the subway platform and he just had this very sincere, innocent, and yet a little confused and contemplating look on his face. Like he was trying to figure his life out and it amazed me cause that’s what I am trying to do and he’s so much older and probably still doing it.
Of course, being the stalker I am — I walked half way across the platform just to get into the same subway cart as him and sat near enough, but not so near enough to him. And I just kept eying him randomly.
I saw this guy, and I wanted so badly for him to be the symbol of a transformation. The prime, modern day example of a guy who goes through a game changer and comes out complete different and a 100% dedicated to God.
I wanted this guy to change from Saul - the law abiding citizen who solely does what is right, into Paul - the man who was completely changed after being touched by grace and pure love.
And I started praying so hard in the subway, I started to get emotional and the kid across from me started to look at me — probably cause my eyes started filling up — but the whole train ride, I wanted nothing more than for this guy to figure his life out and come to God. Even now, I want this so badly. I have no idea who this guy is, or why I feel such a connection to him. But he just gave me hope in people and humanity and life in general.
The kid across from me probably saw me look at this guy a lot though, cause he kept looking from me to him and him to me. But oh well. I really wish, I could read this guy’s life story somehow and see his future.
Please help him figure it all out. Please help to really see You, understand You and Your love and grace.